so, today i got this totally cool idea, i mean it was godly, but i got it while eating breakfast and i can't write and eat at the same time. i'd absolutely die if i got syrup on my notebook. so i chewed along, turning the idea -and it was godly, remember- over in my head.... and then i go upstairs and get dressed, la-dee-da, and i made a choice. i decided that i would do some school work before i wrote the idea down. this choice made me feel soooooo proud of myself -i mean, i gave up writing a godly idea for math!- but then i do my math, ugh boring, but i did it. and then.... i'd forgotten the idea. granted i did kind of get a lot of ideas this morning but i can't remember this one that i really liked. i can almost remember it, it's on the tip of my tongue, but i just can't get grasp the whole idea.

oh yeah, i'm really glad i furthured my education in adding and subtracting fractions instead of writing. so what if i can already do all that fraction stuff? i mean, i'm 15. my stories don't matter; school does. whip de fucking doo, i just got a refresher course in fractions that wiped my brain clean of any creative thinking.

blurgh, emo journal is eeeeeeemo... so, moving on! i haven't submitted anything in forever. x_x 'cause i haven't done anything in a while. i did work on Guardians a little yesterday though, and the day before. and i started to write a short story. so whatever.

I HAD SOMETHING TO SAY BUT I CAN"T REMEMBER! gah. OH! yes. it's not important or anything but i watched In the Name of the King with my dad the other night and it was AWSOME! Jason Stathon rocks.

he had a machete-type thing and a boomerang as a weapon. a boomerang! *squees* it was so incredible, albiet a bit cheesy but still. the fight scenes were GODLY! i hope JS does more fantasy movies like that, it's fun to watch him with guns and cars and things but fantasy is, first and foremost, my genra of choice.

gunna watch Sweeney Todd today too. should be fun! also.... i don't know what i'm getting my mom for mother's day. *dies*

aaaaaaaaand, um.... i have a show tomorrow morning so i won't be on and i have to go see a stupid Romeo and Juliet ballet next week sometime. Romeo and Juliet is great, but i fucking hate ballet. on the plus side, we get to ride the metro! yay!